its really hard

i dont know what im feeling right now..

i'm just shocked..

really really shocked..

what i'm goin' to do now??

and what should i really do now??

listening to the music?watching funny movie?watching anime?

or watching running man??

i hope as i watched whatever movies,

the memories that i want to forget get easily erased out of my mind..

but i know..its really hard to do it..

yeahh..really hard..

its painfull

sadness of sorrow