assalamualaikum..
hey u..
just becuz i dont react, doesn't mean i didn't notice..
yeahh..u r still in my mind...
i admit it..but i cant hurt her heart nor ur heart..
it is okey if only i hurt mine..
its hurt indeed,,but its okey..
i just dont want us to get so far apart..
cuz i luv her..she's like my sister to me..
i'd rather step back..
for her..
now i have to find another person in my life..
yeahh i have had it..
but i dont know about my real feeling towards him..
i have to do istikharah..
i feel like im lie to myself..
i hope everything is going to be ok..
but i need to ask u one question..
but i have no courage to talk to u if u r infront of me..
i have no strength..
every time i met u..
i feel so sad, angry and also missing u..
but i just kept it..
didnt show my expression to anyone..
pretend that nothing happens....
i think im da strong woman..
yeahhh..this is me..
always sacrifies to anyone else