pretend that nothing happen

assalamualaikum..

hey u..

just becuz i dont react, doesn't mean i didn't notice..

yeahh..u r still in my mind...

i admit it..but i cant hurt her heart nor ur heart..

it is okey if only i hurt mine..

its hurt indeed,,but its okey..

i just dont want us to get so far apart..

cuz i luv her..she's like my sister to me..

i'd rather step back..

for her..

now i have to find another person in my life..

yeahh i have had it..

but i dont know about my real feeling towards him..

i have to do istikharah..

i feel like im lie to myself..

i hope everything is going to be ok..

but i need to ask u one question..

but i have no courage to talk to u if u r infront of me..

i have no strength..

every time i met u..

i feel so sad, angry and also missing u..

but i just kept it..

didnt show my expression to anyone..

pretend that nothing happens....

i think im da strong woman..

yeahhh..this is me..

always sacrifies to anyone else